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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    3:07 am
    @@@@@“You’re too much, PeterHelp me up, will you?
    @@@@@“You’re too much, PeterHelp me up, will you? I’ll go back to the lounge and wait for youCome on, give me a
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    “The hell I will,” said Holland, getting to his feet and standing over Conklin
    Someone told me that the Saint made it back through a hundred and forty miles in enemy territory,
    through rivers and streams and jungle, and arrived at the Foxtrot base camp asking if anybody had a
    bottle of bourbon
    “Yeah, well, that was differentI was a hell of a lot younger and I had another foot
    “Pretend you got one now, Saint Alex“I’m going back insideOne of us has
    to be there
    “Bastard!”
    For an hour and forty-seven minutes Conklin sat in the loungeHis attachable footless foot never
    throbbed, but it was throbbing nowHe did not know what the impossible feeling meant, but he
    could not dismiss the beat that surged through his legIf nothing else, it was something to think
    about, and he thought wistfully of the younger days, when he had both feet, and beforeOh, how he
    had wanted to change the world! And how he had felt so right in a destiny that forced him to
    become the youngest valedictorian in his high school’s history, the youngest freshman ever
    accepted at Georgetown, a bright, bright light that shimmered at the end of the tunnels of academe
    His decline started when someone, somewhere, found out that his name at birth was not Alexander
    Conklin but Aleksei Nikolae KonsolikovThat now faceless man had casually asked him a
    question, the answer to which had changed Conklin’s life
    “Do you by any chance speak Russian?”
    “Of course,” he had replied, amused that his visitor would even think he might not“As you
    obviously know, my parents were immigrantsI grew up not only in a Russian home but in a
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    Russian neighborhood—at least in the early yearsYou couldn’t buy a loaf of bread at the
    ovoshchnoi otdel if you didn’tAnd at church school the older priests and nuns, like the Poles, held
    ferociously on to the languageI’m sure it contributed to my leaving the faith
    “Those were the early years, however, as I believe you mentioned
    “What changed?”
    “I’m sure it’s in your government report somewhere and will hardly satisfy
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    3:07 am
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    "Hello, Eastlake residence
    There was hardly a trace in that perfectly
    modulated voice of the man who had laughed hard
    enough to break his chair, and all at once this
    seemed like the world's worst idea, but I saw no
    other option
    "Wireman? This is Edgar Freemantle
    6 - The Lady of the House
    244
    i
    The following afternoon found me once more sitting
    at the little table at the end of the El Palacio
    de Asesinos boardwalkThe ladies omega constellation striped umbrella,
    although ripped, was still serviceableA breeze
    chilly enough to warrant sweatshirts was blowing
    in off the waterLittle scars of light danced
    across the table-top as I talkedAnd I talked,
    all right - for almost an hour, refreshing myself
    with sips of green tea from a glass Wireman kept
    filledAt last I stopped and for a little while
    there was no sound but the mild whisper of the
    incoming waves, breaking and running up the strand
    Wireman must have tiffany toggle heart heard enough wrong in my voice
    the night before to concern him, because he'd
    offered to come in the Palacio golf cart
    immediatelyHe said he could stay in touch with
    Miss Eastlake via walkie-talkieI told him it
    could wait a littleIt was important, I said, but
    not urgentNot in the 911 sense, at leastIf Tom were to commit suicide on his
    cruise, there was little I could do to prevent it
    245
    But I didn't think he'd do it as long as his
    mother and brother were with him
    I rolex oyster perpetual daytona had no intention of telling Wireman about my
    furtive hunt through my daughter's purse; that was
    something of which I'd grown more rather than less
    ashamedBut once I started, beginning with LINKBELT,
    I couldn't stopI told him almost
    everything, finishing with Tom Riley standing at
    the head of the stairs leading up to Little Pink,
    pale and dead and minus an eyeI think part of
    what kept me going was the simple realization that
    Wireman couldn't commit me to the gucci hobo handbag nearest lunatic
    asylum - he had no legal authorityPart of it was
    that, attracted as I was by his kindness and
    cynical good cheer, he was still a stranger
    Sometimes - often, I think - telling stories that
    are embarrassing or even downright crazy is easier
    when you're telling them to a strangerMostly,
    though, I pushed on out of pure relief: I felt
    like a man expressing snake-venom from a bite
    Wireman poured himself a fresh glass of tea with a
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    3:07 am
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    word“Humans may be in this area
    “Humans?” I squeaked, too loudHe heard the fear in my voice and interpreted it the only way
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    “There's no proof of that, Leaves AboveNo sightings or anythingBut
    youshould proceed on to Phoenix without unnecessary delayOr maybe Tucson? That would be closer
    “There's no dangerYou can continue with your plans
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    “I'm quite sureJust don't go wandering off into the desert, FlowerThe expression
    warmed his face, making it kindJust like all the other souls I'd dealt withHe wasn't
    anxiousabout me, butfor meHe wasn't listening for liesAnd gucci gucci he probably wouldn't recognize
    them if he was
    “I wasn't planning on it I smiled back at him“I'll be more carefulI know I couldn't fall
    asleep now I glanced at the desert out Jared's window with a wary expression, so the Seeker
    would gucci messenger bag think that fear was making me alertMy expression tensed into a taut mask as I caught
    sight of a pair of lights reflected in the side mirror
    Jared's spine stiffened at the same time, but he held his pose
    My eyes darted back to the Seeker's chanel ceramic watch f
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    3:07 am
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    In the belly, Robert
    He swings out feverishly, flailing his armsThe other kid walks into a punch, sits down surprised, and then gets up slowlyRobert keeps swinging at him, hitting him, and the kid goes down again, and the referee stops the fightBobby Hearn on a TKO, he shouts, gives four points to the BluesThe kids yell, and Bill Hearn is putting a bear hug around him as he climbs out of the ropes set up on the old omega grassOh, you gave it to him, Bobby, I told you to give it to him in the belly, that was the way to fight, kid, goddam, I got to hand it to you, you're not afraid to step in and mix it
    He wiggles out of the hugLeave me alone, Pop, let me go, and he runs away over the grass to his tent, trying not to cry

    There are the summers in Charlevoix, the expanding house in the Chicago suburb, the world of long green lawns, and quiet beaches, and croquet courses and tennis courts; there are all the gucci for sale intimate and extensive details of wealth, the things he takes for granted, and understands, separates only laterThere is also six years at Fieldmont Country Day, more of the fellows and demerits, the occasional sermon, the individual regular-fellow ethic borrowed from more exclusive eastern prep schools

    You do not lie You do not cheat
    You do not swear You do not screw
    And you go to church

    Always of course with the booming voice, the meaty palm of Bill Hearn in the background, combined mens gucci watches somehow -- never believably -- with dancing lessons on Saturday mornings, and the persistent avid aspirations of Ina HearnBobby, why don't you take Elizabeth Perkins to your Junior Dance?
    Deep in the womb which covers me,
    Green as grass from house to house
    Only that idea comes later

    The week after he graduates from Fieldmont Country Day, he goes on a drinking bout with a few contemporaries, fellow graduates, to a shack out in the woods, owned by one of their fathersA two-story shack with a louis vuitton prices built-in bar
    At night they sit around in one of the upstairs bedrooms, passing the bottle after swigging at it gingerly
    To hell with your old manThey are all shocked, but it was Carsons who spoke, and his father committed suicide in 1930Carsons can be forgiven
    Here's good-bye to Fieldmont, good old FCD, we had a lot of time there
    The Dean wasn't bad but I never could figure him out, and you remember what a good-looking wife he had
    Here's to the wife, I heard she left him last year for a louis vuitton tote mon
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    3:07 am
    @@@@@It's because Pansy's here, that's why he's
    @@@@@It's because Pansy's here,
    that's why he's putting on this actWhen she's gone, he'll turn on
    meMaybe I can say I need her to stay with me-but for what? I'm
    already undressed, and I can't put my clothes on again until they dry,
    and Lord knows when that will be, with the rain outside and the inside
    so dankHow can Rhett bear to live in this place? It's awful! The
    room they were in was lit only by the fireIt was a large square,
    perhaps twenty feet to a side, with a packed-earth floor and stained
    walls that had lost most of their plasterIt smelled of cheap whiskey
    and tobacco juice, with an underlay of scorched wood and fabricThe
    only furniture was an assortment of crude stools and benches, plus a
    scattering of dented metal cuspidorsThe mantelpiece over the wide
    fireplace and the frames around the doors and windows looked like
    some
    kind of mistakeThey were made of pine, beautifully carved with a
    delicate fretwork design and oiled to a glowing golden brownIn one
    corner there was a rough staircase with splintered wooden treads and
    a
    sagging, unsafe railingScarlett's and Pansy's clothes were draped
    over the length of itThe white petticoats billowed from time to time
    when a draft caught them, like ghosts lurking in deep shadows
    "Why didn't you stay in Charleston, Scarlett?" Supper was over and
    Pansy had been sent to sleep with the old black woman who cooked
    for
    RhettScarlett squared her shoulders"Your mother didn't want to
    disturb you in your paradise here She looked around the room
    disdainfully"But I believe you should know what's going on
    There's a Yankee soldier creeping into bedrooms at night-ladies'
    bedrooms-and handling themOne girl went clean out of her mind
    and
    had to be sent off She tried to read his face, but it was
    expressionlessHe was looking at her, silent, as if he was waiting
    for something"Well? Don't you care that your mother and I could be
    murdered in our beds, or something worse?" Rhett's mouth turned
    down in
    a derisive smile"Am I hearing correctly? Maidenly timidity from the
    woman who drove a wagon through the entire Yankee army because it
    was
    in her way? Come, now, ScarlettYou've been known to tell the
    truth
    Why did you come all this way in the rain?
    Were you hoping to catch me in the arms of a light o' love? Did Henry
    Hamilton recommend that as a way to get me to start paying your bills
    again?"
    "What on earth are you talking about, Rhett Butler? What has Uncle
    Henry got to do with anything?"
    "Such convincing ignorance! I compliment
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    3:07 am
    @@@@@It also provides palpable excuses for
    @@@@@It also provides palpable
    excuses for anyone wishing to be early or late, or having arrived at the right destination or the
    wrong oneIn a phrase, Parisians behind a steering wheel embody the last civilized vestiges of
    lethal abandon—possibly outdone by their counterparts in Rome or AthensAnd so it was for the
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    Magdalen Sisters of Charity, especially for the officious superior hen on the single rear pointAt an
    intersection of the rue Lecourbe in Montparnasse, a congestion of produce trucks prevented her
    from keeping up with her religious colleaguesBenignly she waved them on and abruptly turned
    into a narrow side street, suddenly pedaling faster than beforeBourne, his wound from Tranquility
    Isle now pulsating throughout his neck, did not increase his pace; he did not have toThe whitelettered
    blue sign on the building fronting the street read IMPASSE, a dead end; there was no other
    way out
    He found the bicycle chained to an extinguished street lamp and waited in the darkness of a
    doorway no more than fifteen feet awayHe raised his hand and touched the warm moistness of the
    bandage around his neck; the bleeding was slightWith luck, no more than one suture had burst
    Oh, Christ, his legs were tired—no, “tired” was inadequateThey ached with the pain that came
    with unused and abused muscles; the rhythmic strides of jogging, even running, were no
    preparation for lurching or weaving, or for violently sudden stops and startsHe leaned against the
    stone, breathing heavily, his eyes on the bicycle, trying to suppress a thought that kept recurring
    with infuriating regularity: only a few short years ago, he would never have noticed the discomfort
    in his legsThere would have been none
    The sound of an unlatched bolt broke the stillness of the predawn narrow street, followed rapidly
    by the grating noise of a heavy door being openedIt was the entrance to the flat in front of the
    chained bicycleHis back against the wall, Jason removed the gun from his belt and watched the
    woman in the nun’s habit rush to the lamppostShe fumbled with a key in the dim light, awkwardly
    trying to insert it into the base of the lockBourne stepped out on the pavement and walked swiftly,
    silently forward
    “You’ll be late for early Mass,” he said
    The woman spun around, the key flying into the street, her black cloth snapping in the turn as
    she plunged her right hand between the folds of her habitJason lurched, gripping her arm with his
    left hand and tearing off the large white hat with his rightAt the sight of the exposed face in front
    of him, he gasped
    “My God,” he whispered“It’s you!”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    27
    “I know you!” cried Bourne
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    3:07 am
    @@@@@We were sitting on the sawhorses in front
    @@@@@We were sitting on the sawhorses
    in front of the Mean Dog house a day or two before
    the Godfreys were scheduled to arriveThe
    crushed-shell driveway was glistening a damp pink
    Wireman had turned on the sprinklers"He just
    leaves whatever he's got at the foot of the
    mailbox post, honks, and then rolls wheels for El
    PalacioAnd do I blame him? Non, non, Nannette
    "Wireman, about the doctor-"
    "March, muchacho, and before the Ides
    339
    "You're just putting it off," I saidI have only one busy season, and this be
    itI got caught a little off-guard last year, but
    it's not going to happen this time aroundIt
    can't happen this time around, because this year
    Miss Eastlake's going to be far less capable of
    pitching inAt least the Mean Dogs are returners,
    known quantities, and so are the BaumgartensI
    like the Baumgartens
    "Either of them girls?" I asked, thinking about
    Elizabeth's prejudice concerning daughters and
    Duma
    "Nope, both the kind of boys who ought to have GOT
    IT MADE BUT DON'T HOLD IT AGAINST US stamped on
    their foreheadsThe people coming into the other
    four houses are all newI can hope that none of
    them will be the rock-and-roll-all-night, partyevery-
    day type, but what are the odds?"
    "Not good, but you can at least hope they left
    their Slipknot CDs home
    "Who's Slipknot? What's Slipknot?"
    "Wireman, you don't want to knowEspecially not
    while you're busy working yourself into a stateWireman is just explaining February on
    Duma Key, muchachoI'm going to be fielding
    everything from emergency queries about what to do
    if one of the Baumgarten boys gets stung by a
    jellyfish to where Rita Mean Dog can get a fan for
    her grandmother, who they'll probably stash in the
    back bedroom again for a week or soYou think
    Miss Eastlake's getting on? I've seen Mexican
    mummies hauled through the streets of Guadalajara
    on the Day of the Dead who looked better than
    Gramma Mean DogShe's got two basic lines of
    conversationThere's the inquisitive line - 'Did
    you bring me a cookie?' - and the declarative -
    'Get me a towel, Rita, I think that last fart had
    a lump in it'"
    I burst out laughing
    Wireman scraped a sneaker through the shells,
    creating a smile with his fo
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    3:07 am
    @@@@@Did other species have such a simple healer?
    @@@@@Did other species have such a simple healer? I
    couldn't remember one
    I touched my lips and remembered how it felt to kiss Jared, and how it felt to kiss IanNot
    everyone got to kiss so many other beautiful bodiesI'd had more than some, even in this short
    time
    It was just so short! Maybe a year now, I wasn't completely sureJust one quick revolution of a
    blue green planet around an unexceptional yellow starThe shortest life of any I'd ever lived
    The shortest, the most important, the most heartbreaking of livesThe life that would forever
    define meThe life that had finally tied me to one star, to one planet, to one small family of
    strangers
    A little more time… would that be so wrong?
    No,Mel whisperedust take a little more time
    You never know how much time you'll have,I whispered backI knew exactly how much time I hadI couldn't take any more timeI had to do the right thing, be my true self, with what time I had left
    With a sigh that seemed to come all the way from the soles of my feet and the palms of my
    hands, I got up
    Aaron and Brandt wouldn't wait foreverAnd now I had a few more questions that I needed
    answeredThis time, the questions were for Doc
    The caves were full of sad, cast-down eyesIt was easy enough to slip unobtrusively past them
    allNo one cared what I was doing right now, except maybe Jeb, Brandt, and Aaron, and they
    weren't here
    I didn't have an open, rainy field, but at least I had the long south tunnelIt was too dark to run
    flat out the way I wanted, but I kept up a steady
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    3:07 am
    @@@@@I wish I could talk to Polack, he'd know how
    @@@@@I wish I could talk to Polack, he'd know how to work itMinetta looked at his handsI'm as good a man as PolackI can be out while he's still talking about itThey'll only keep me here a couple of days, and then they'll send me to another hospital where they keep the looniesIf I get there, I'll be able to copy themAbruptly, he was depressed againThat doc is watching me, I'm gonna have a tough time of itMinetta hobbled over to a table in the center of the tent, and picked up a magazineIf I get out, he told himself, I could write Polack a letter and say, "Who's crazy now?" Minetta began to giggle as he thought of Polack's face when he read thatIt's just a question of guts, he said to himself
    He lay down and remained without moving for half an hour, holding the magazine over his faceThe sun had heated the tent until it felt like a steam room, and Minetta was weak and miserableA tension increased inside him, and suddenly, without allowing himself to think, he stood up and shrieked, "Fug yez all
    "Take it easy," a soldier said from a nearby cot
    Minetta threw his magazine at him, and screamed, "There's a Jap outside the fuggin tent, there's a Jap right over there, right over there He looked about wildly, and shouted, "Where's a gun, gimme a gun He was shaking with excitementHe picked up his rifle, and pointed it through the door of the tent"There's the Jap, there he is," he screamed, and fired the rifleHe heard it numbly, a little amazed at his audacityI ought to be an actor, went through his mindHe waited, expecting the soldiers to grab him, but no one movedThey were watching him warily, frozen with astonishment and fear on their cots"Get rid of your guns, men, they're attacking," he said, and threw his gun to the gr
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    3:07 am
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    Eleanor Butler watched, puzzled, as Scarlett's mouth fell half-open in
    surprise, and her eyes glittered with excitementEleanor looked
    behind her shoulder, wondering what Scarlett sawBut although
    Scarlett's gaze was fixed, she wasn't looking at anything
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    her
    Jealous! What a fool I've been! Of course that's itIt explains
    everythingWhy did it take me so long to see it? Rhett practically
    rubbed my nose in it when he made such a to-do about the name of
    the
    riverHe's still jealous of AshleyHe's always been crazy
    jealous of Ashley, that's why he wanted me so muchAll I have to do
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    threw a smile in his direction he'd be looking pitiful at me and begging
    me to marry himNo, I'll find somebody else, somebody right here in
    CharlestonThat won't be hard at allThe Season starts in six days
    and there'll be parties and balls and dancing and sitting out to take a
    bite of cake and a cup of punchThis might be fancy old snobby
    Charleston, but men don't change with geographyI'll have a cartier pasha watch string of
    beaux hanging after me before the first party's half doneAfter Sunday dinner the whole family went to the
    Confederate Home carrying baskets of greens from the plantation and
    two
    of Miss Eleanor's whiskey-soaked fruitcakesScarlett almost danced
    along the sidewalk, swinging her basket and singing a Christmas song
    Her gaiety was infectious, and soon the four of them were carolling at
    houses chloe bag on the way"Come in," cried the owners of each house they
    serenadedButler suggested instead, "we're
    going to decorate the Home There were more than a dozen willing
    helpers when they reached the lovely shabby old house on Broad
    Street
    The orphans squealed with anticipation when the cakes were
    unpacked,
    but, "Grown-ups only," Eleanor said firmly
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    3:07 am
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    “Comrade!” cried the manager sotto voce as the KGB officer accompanied his guests to the
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    “Help yourselves,” said Krupkin, heading for a telephone on an ersatz antique desk that
    appeared to be a cross between Queen Anne and a later Louis“Oh, I forgot, Aleksei, I’ll order
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    “Incidentally, you ingrate, you’ll find your weapons in your bedside table drawers8
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    pitch you on coming backThen I got a look at
    what you're doing and realized your days in the
    building biz are probably done
    He gestured toward the canvases in the main room
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    - they remind me of the way life was inside my
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    705
    "Yes," he said"Pam had a lot to do with that
    Can I tell you something about her you might
    already know?"
    "Sure," I said, only hoping he wasn't going to
    share the fact that she sometimes laughed way down
    in her throat when she came
    "She has great insight but little kindness," Tom
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    thought he was wrong
    "She gave me a brisk talking-to about taking care
    of myself not so long ago, and it hit homeAnd from the look of her, you might be in
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    she looked disturbedNot angry, exactly, just
    disturbedShe beckoned me over, and
    once I was there, she didn't waste time
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    suspended for a time, for MrBertram was in the room again; and
    though feeling it would be a great honour to be asked by him, she
    thought it must happenHe came towards their little circle; but
    instead of asking her to dance, drew a chair near her, and gave her
    an account of the present state of a sick horse, and the opinion of
    the groom, from whom he had just partedFanny found that it was
    not to be, and in the modesty of her nature omega de ville immediately felt that
    she had been unreasonable in expecting itWhen he had told of his
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    in a languid way, “If you want to dance, Fanny, I will stand up with
    you With more than equal civility the offer was declined; she did
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    be dawdling any longer, or the dance will be over
    Fanny was led off very willingly, though it was impossible for her
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    did, between the selfishness of another person and his own
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    A slender figure, a cane gripped in his right hand, limped past a booth where angry, excited
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    and the jacket was somehow a requirementHis face was the pleasant face of a middle-aged man,
    but worn with premature lines and deep shadows under the eyes, all of which was the result more
    of the life he had led than of the accumulated yearsHis name was Alexander Conklin, and he was
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    direction, his eyes darting toward faces and bodies, instinctively knowing that he and the
    psychiatrist were being watchedIt was too late to stop Panov from entering the inner circle of the
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    of very offensive indulgence and vulgarity
    In every argument with her mother, Susan had in point of reason
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    All this became gradually evident, and gradually placed Susan
    before her sister as an object of mingled compassion and respect
    That her manner was wrong, however, at times very wrong, her
    measures often ill-chosen and ill-timed, and her looks and language
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    Mansfield Park
    very often indefensible, Fanny could not cease to feel; but she began
    to hope they might be rectifiedSusan, she found, looked up to her
    and wished for her good opinion; and new as anything like an office
    of authority was to Fanny, new as it was to imagine herself capable
    of guiding or informing any one, she did resolve to give occasional
    hints to Susan, and endeavour to exercise for her advantage the juster
    notions of what was due to everybody, and what would be wisest for
    herself, which her own more favoured education had fixed in her
    Her influence, or at least the consciousness and use of it, originated
    in an act of kindness by Susan, which, after many hesitations
    of delicacy, she at last worked herself up toIt had very early occurred
    to her that a small sum of money might, perhaps, restore
    peace for ever on the sore subject of the silver knife, canvassed as it
    now was continually, and the riches which she was in possession of
    herself, her uncle having given her £10 at parting, made her as able
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    confer favours, except on the very poor, so unpractised in removing
    evils, or bestowing kindnesses among her equals, and so fearful of
    appearing to elevate herself as a great lady at home, that it took
    some time to determine that it would not be unbecoming in her to
    make such a presentIt was made, however, at last: a silver knife was
    bought for Betsey, and accepted with great delight, its newness giving
    it every advantage over the other that could be desired; Susan
    was established in the full possession of her own, Betsey handsomely
    declaring that now she had got one so much prettier herself, she
    should never want that again; and no reproach seemed conveyed to
    the equally satisfied mother, which Fanny had almost feared to be
    impossibleThe deed thoroughly answered: a source of domestic altercation
    was entirely done away, and it was the means of opening
    Susan’s heart to her, and giving her something more to love and be
    interested inSusan shewed that she had delicacy: pleased as she was
    to be mistress of property which she had been struggling for at least
    two years, she yet feared that her sister’s judgment had been against
    her, and that a reproof was designed her for having so struggled as to
    make the purchase necessary for the tranquillity of the houseShe acknowledged her fears, blamed herself
    for having contended so warmly; and from that hour Fanny,
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    understanding the worth of her disposition and perceiving how fully
    she was inclined to seek her good opinion and refer to her judgment,
    began to feel again the blessing of affection, and to entertain
    the hope of being useful to a mind so much in need of help, and so
    much deserving itShe gave advice, advice too sound to be resisted
    by a good understanding, and given so mildly and considerately as
    not to irritate an imperfect temper, and she had the happiness of
    observing its good effects not unfrequentlyMore was not expected
    by one who, while seeing all the obligation and expediency of submission
    and forbearance, saw also with sympathetic acuteness of
    feeling all that must be hourly grating to a girl like SusanHer greatest
    wonder on the subject soon became—not that Susan should
    have been provoked into disrespect and impatience against her better
    knowledge—but that so much better knowledge, so many good
    notions should have been hers at all; and that, brought up in the
    midst of negligence and error, she should have formed such proper
    opinions of what ought to be; she, who had had no cousin Edmund
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    The intimacy thus begun between them was a material advantage
    to eachBy sitting together upstairs, they avoided a great deal of the
    disturbance of the house; Fanny had peace, and Susan learned to
    think it no misfortune to be quietly employedThey sat without a
    fire; but that was a privation familiar even to Fanny, and she suffered
    the less because reminded by it of the East roomIt was the
    only point of resemblanceIn space, light, furniture, and prospect,
    there was nothing alike in the two apartments; and she often heaved
    a sigh at the remembrance of all her books and boxes, and various
    comforts thereBy degrees the girls came to spend the chief of the
    morning upstairs, at first only in working and talking, but after a
    few days, the remembrance of the said books grew so potent and
    stimulative that Fanny found it impossible not to try for books again
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    daring, and some of hers found its way to a circulating libraryShe
    became a subscriber; amazed at being anything in propria persona,
    amazed at her own doings in every way, to be a renter, a chuser of
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